the year is coming to an end...its kind of weird
it started off with me knowing 2 ppl and now i dont even talk to those ppl anymore. i am defintely going to miss it here. but i feel like this summer is going to a great one. yes yes i do have a reason. its kind of silly but oh well. i cant wait to spend it with a certain person. its a new feeling. i actually feel important for once and it just makes me smile.

i feel like im going to be doing alot of that this summer =)

idk what im going to do without my college friends...it will be very sad when i wake up and realize i cant run three doors down and hang out all day anymore. next year will definetely be fun, but it wont ever be the same as freshman year. im am most likely going to be "living" at my friends apartment since idk who the girls in my dorm thing will be.

all i have to say is that is has been an interesting year. i wish i would have recorded all my moments...one day in the summer i feel i will just write everything i remember to have happened down. start a mini book for myself...yea yea whatever thats corny but hey you dont have to read it...its for me

i was looking at my old posts today...wow i was an angry child  =P

there was a post that was just GAY written about 8 times in bold then the word assholes and something else
i was apparently mad at someone or something...but i have no idea what!

well its been a crazy year. I cant believe freshman year is almost over. Right now im supposed to be writing my CTE for public speaking but i cant think af a topic. i think im going to write a introduction speech about ashley haha. life has been up and down lately, but it seems to be even-ing out. whew! last week was my break and it felt like a month away instead of a week. odd. classes have been really blah, biology is the worst. i study until my eyes bleed, but i still get a 56 =(. this weekend should be fun, beer olympics! haha i definetely have to get some fun time in before i explode. this summer is shaping up to be pretty fun. even though i have to go to class and get a job, something (wink) seems different. hopefully i dont freak out like my normal self would. well i should get back to writing this public speaking shit. mucho loves

<3 nikki